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Friday, March 30, 2007

I'm so absolutely distressed.

The bloody research paper that I'm working on is a nightmare that refuses to end. It's been almost a week since i started but I've been making little headway.

Arguments disorganised.
Too much rambling.
Ah....
I wish I could get someone to help me.
Daniel perhaps?

I don't know.. Anyone else with a history major?
Even my mind goes blank when i'm reading my own work. I refuse to hand in something of such pathetic quality :( BLEAH...

Godhelpme please....

@ 8:46 PM

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

I need inspiration - Someone that i can possibly look at who's so filled with passion for his/her work that all the fatigue and abuses of everyday life seems inconsequential. While there isn't such a person that i know of at the moment, perhaps there'll will be one just waiting to be discovered.

Such a person will truly light a touch in all our hearts. I'm hoping that studying will no longer be the necessary evil that we must deal with in order to be happy. It deserves to be accorded a place in the hall of HAPPY THINGS in our lives too.

Perhaps i can be that person. A lil training will be needed but if i'm determined to change my attitude towards work, I'm sure i'll succeed. JIA YOU!

@ 12:02 PM

Are you being abused? Is your life turning into a mess of uncontrollable events? Do you hate your life? Do you feel like a total loser?

Well, if you've answered 'yes' to 2 or more of the above questions, I congratulate you. Welcome to the human race.

haha..

The past few weeks have been exasperating for me as you could have possibly imagined by now - Crazy episodes of ranting with my sis, uncooperative groupmates, lack of sleep, pimples~, neverending papers to write plus I'm losing my appetite all together.. bleah... Figured that if i can't have control over the rest of my life, at least i should have control over my weight. (Don't worry. I'm not about to get aneoroxic)

I really want to go somewhere. Perhaps, a holiday will do me some good? I wanna go to the European countryside or be embraced by the warmth of Palawan beach again. Oh man.. Live would be worth it.

Bottomline:

-Life sucks
-I suck. As a student, I'm not passionate enough. As a project groupmate, I never stop grumbling. As a friend, I'm never there. As a daughter, I never go home. As a fighter in life, I cower to the corner and die slowly.. haha.. As a Child of God, i'm always in need of Grace.
-What's the point of taking everything so seriously then?
-I WANNA LIVE MY LIFE AND LIVE IT NOW!!
-I WANNA DO THE THINGS I LIKE AND DO THEM NOW!! (before i turn old and shrivelled and prune up in a corner)

I have the right to choose how i wanna live and I'm damn bloody hell going to use it.
PPL> say hello to the new ME:)

@ 11:43 AM

My Info

20 years old, Student at NUS, Not particularly brilliant but tries to be dilligent, in love with Jesus Christ, Single but unavailable (Wanna concentrate on my studies 1st)

Loves

Taekwondo, Reading the Bible, Spending time with my friends, Dressing up (hehe..), Going to the beach, Playing the Piano, Waffles, Sashimi (Esp Maguro)

Hates

Mugging, Sleeping so much till my head hurts, Fickle mindedness, Judging others, Insensitive People (But then again, I can be insensitive too sometimes:P)